But you didnt have to cut me off

make out like it never happened and that we were nothing. I don’t even need your love, but you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough…now you’re just somebody that I use to know.

To think I actually thought I was lucky to have you. I had such a low self esteem that I thought you were the best I could get…I wish I could’ve been smarter, and less pathetic. This was suppose to be the time we became official. I finally realized why I’ve been subconsciously thinking of you often, and its because this week was suppose to bring us a step further in our relationship…I don’t know what I’m feeling right now. I don’t think I miss you. I just miss loving, and being in the arms of someone that gave me butterflies. I want to see a manuscript of my life and just take white out to anywhere you’re mentioned. I want to live a life where the guy that’s on my mind isn’t you.

I hate you with all my heart.